my jw history

I'm sure it's a lot less interesting than most. It was 1979. I was  a month or so shy of 19. I had met the sweetest gal I ever laid eyes on. Not the prettiest...but the sweetest (and she was quite good looking too). Same age, she was working at a woman's clothing store in the Detroit area. I had offered her a ride home along with 3 other women that I had accompanying me. One of those women I had been crazy about since I was 15 but she wasn't giving me any real interest. Let's call her S. And the sweet woman let's call her M. Once S saw me paying attention to M all of a sudden she became interested in me and we became intimate and engaged. M had told me we couldn't get involved because she was JW. Somehow I ended up marrying M, the JW....but S turned out to be pregnant so I left M, the JW. So eventually I married S who actually HAD been my fiance first. Later we both got baptized and had a rocky marriage. We broke up age  28 and I disassociated because I knew I was gonna be fuckin. I never had any complaints about jw and for the next 31 years assumed it was still the truth until I heard about the UN thing and finally delved into research (YouTube videos) and finally found out it was full of ...... (calldarryl@yahoo.com)